Darshan with Sadananda Swami.

Sadananda Swami is called Ayyah.  He is Living with Paramahamsa Nithyananda.  In about September 27, 2009 Sadananda was with Swamiji in Vancouver for Kalpataru.  Sadananda was talking about how He is living in Bliss and how he can drop the mind anytime he wants to.  That seems sort of interesting that he can live and do what but then anytime he wants he can just relax, drop the mind, relax from it, relax into Bliss and be energetic and Enjoy. 

He was giving a talk and I was meditating a bit and trying not to fall asleep but his voice was so quiet and it didn’t seem he was talking about anything.  I just sort of tried to relax and enjoy the meditation and maybe follow Him or be beside Him a little bit.  He was saying he didn’t have much to say and wasn’t sure what to say but did some talking.

At the end of Sadananda’s talk I was almost asleep and thinking it may not end.  Just then he ended and something He said seemed to touch very deeply.  Funny when You get a glimpse of depth it’s like a flash and lingers a bit.  Something like that was going.

I went back to Edmonton after that and started doing some Nithya Dhyaan with more intensity and pushing through the pain of Vajrasana and trying to “surrender with gratitude and stand up with the deep intention that I will be there (LBE Nov 2009)” b/c it was suggested I could “do” that and Swami had said He will Take Care when I said I wanted to study with Him. 

I was doing the intense humming.  Doing the humming.  Two real loud voices came up.  Real loud voices.  They were sort of arguing or talking to each other or over each other or sort of like loud television voices just blaring.  They sort of came up during the intense humming and came sort of from behind and then was if two or several people standing around me arguing with each other real loudly right over me as we were all there.  It was like the head was inside a large copper box and these voices just intensely loud were in there as well.  It was ridiculously loud.  Somehow I noticed the absurdity of the commotion during the calming and clearing action of intense humming that these huge voices came echoing and yelling.  I sort of thought this is ridiculous.  I sort of straightened my neck as though to lean back and take a look at what this silliness was happening.  It became a little clear that there was a box and the voices were in the box with the head and were being very loud and echoes. 

It sort of happened that these voices should go argue if they want to argue.  If they want to argue they can argue and they can have the box.  Why should My head be in the middle of this loud racket.  So sort of the box was seen and the intelligence said to let the box go if the voices need to be yelling inside of it.  Why have the box if the voices need to yell into it.  Just let the box go.

The head sort of backed out of the box and saw the voices inside of it in front of the face.  This was a big click because it was sort of free of the loud voices in the box.  The eyes looked at the box and said the box was free.  The box moved a bit off and up to the right.  This was great – the box can go.  The box slowly moved a little more.  Then the awareness said let us attend to peace and silence over on the left, forget about the box, look to the Left.  The box more quickly floated away with the loud voices and disappeared as the awareness was left with the beautiful silence underneath and around.

This must have been like dropping the mind.  Sadananda said he could drop the mind anytime he wanted to.  This must have been like deeksah or blessing with Sadananda.  The meditation that was deep as Swami said we have to pass through sleep state and vishuddhi to get into Ananda Ghanda so sometimes we fall asleep on our way there, the meditation with Sadananda may have been deep and touched something.  It seemed sure that the experience came with Sadananda, even just the words of “dropping the mind anytime He wants.  What would that be like?

Swami said He is not just creating Enlightened Beings but that He is creating Commanders.  Like He wanted people to live like Him, to express like Him, to create other Enlightened Beings like Him through their teachings, sharing, body language, very expression and breathing and presence.

So Sadananda must be giving that experience too.  He must be a Commander that way.  Swami is saying what is happening.